The Blind Man

Blind

This is what she wrote to me last week:

“After everything we went through, I still love you, and I still have admiration for you in all sorts of ways.  Too bad that you can’t see it and that you don’t feel for me what I feel for you.”

It is true that I can’t see it.  How can a man see what is in the heart of a woman?  Love and admiration cannot be seen.  I am blind when it comes to these kinds of things.  And how can I be sure that what she says is true?  She has lied to me so many times before.

I read her words but I don’t believe them.  If she really has love and admiration for me, it would show, wouldn’t it?  But then, not necessarily.  A woman can love and admire a man without showing it.

Should I be able to see it in her eyes?  I have looked into her eyes a thousand times, and I’m afraid to say that I can’t see anything.  But I have noticed something interesting though.  My feelings are based on my beliefs, not on anything visual.

As long as I believed that she loved and admired me, I felt it.  As soon as I stopped believing it, I stopped feeling it.

Belief is so powerful!

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My Girlfriend Dopamine

Imissyou

She left me, and I’m sad.  I can’t live without her.  She made me feel so good, so alive, so happy!  Now she’s gone.  Will she ever come back?

Dopamine my Love, come back to me please!  Life is lifeless without you.  You were my reason for living.  Now I have nothing.  No purpose.  No future.  Where are you Dopamine?

Why did you leave me?  I don’t understand… is it something I did?  Something I said?  One day you were here, the next day you were gone.  I feel so lost.

Oh Dopey, I just want you to know, how much I miss you.  How empty my life is without you.  All the fun we had together… is gone forever.  Nothing will ever be the same.  You were my treasure and my dearest pleasure.

I don’t know why I exist anymore.  You are irreplaceable.  There is no one else like you.  I can’t go on without you.  I need you Dopamine!