I wish I could see how beautiful humans are, including myself. Is it normal to find 99% of all people I meet ugly? Never mind social media and photos. I’m talking about real people, the ones we see on the street and meet face to face. 99% of them are ugly.
I wonder if it has anything to do with depression. It seems that it was not like this before. I used to find most people beautiful. Now it seems that everyone is plain ugly. Not pleasant to look at. Their faces, the shape of their bodies, even their attitude. I hardly see anything admirable in humans.
Animals are more beautiful than humans, have you noticed? Or is it just me? It’s very depressing and I don’t know where to find a cure for this. Something must be wrong with my perception. It can’t be okay to find 99% of the members of my own species ugly.
Maybe there’s something wrong with my vision. Maybe I need new glasses. Maybe I’m not human. Hell, sometimes I even wish I was blind, then I wouldn’t have to look at all the ugliness around me. Is there a drug that could help me? How can I change my perception?
Comments are welcome. I need help. Thanks.