Maybe if I would shine so bright, it would blind everyone around me. They would not be able to come close. They would not be able to tempt me and rape me.
I should shine so bright and so hot that no one would be able to come near. They would refrain from approaching and admire me from afar. Bask in my light from a distance.
Maybe this is what I was meant to be. A star, not a black hole. A black hole is dark and it absorbs everything that ventures near it. It steals everything, becoming denser and denser, heavier and heavier. It sucks its victims, like a vampire.