Fortunately, I found this door. And I opened it. There was a whole world on the other side of that door! Who would have thought?
Immediately, I saw him. Noticing that I had opened the door, he turned around and radiated somehow as he prepared to greet me. But he didn’t even move, his smile just sucked me right in, and the door shut closed behind me.
So there I was, standing and facing him. Actually I was sitting, as if dreaming, moving as thoughts move, freely. He was sitting in the armchair a few feet across from me.
“Who are you?” I asked. I think this was the first thing I said.
His reply surprised me: “I am an outsider.”
I froze. No, I stopped. Time stopped!
I looked around and realized I was not in my usual element. I was at home, I recognized the house, the living room, the furniture. I was definitely in my home, sitting on the sofa but something was strange.
I was in the presence of this “outsider” and suddenly I realized that I was outside of myself. Outside of myself? How could I be outside of myself? And time had stopped! What the hell was going on?
The medication, I thought. I took my pills this morning, as usual. Same dose I have been taking for months. Maybe it’s the pills? Maybe I’m hallucinating.
“Daemon, look at me!” the outsider said.
Holy crap, I’m hearing voices too. What’s happening to me? Maybe I’m schizophrenic!
“Daemon, relax. There’s nothing wrong with you. You are seeing and hearing clearly.” He said.
I remembered the door. Where was it? The door had disappeared. I had stepped out of reality. Where was I? Who was he? A thousand questions ran through my mind. I looked at the man and he looked back at me, straight at me, directly into me, he could see through me!
I don’t know how he did it but he touched me deeply. He put his attention on my core, and I felt peace, warmth and security. God, it felt good!
Then I understood. The situation became so evident and simple, yet mindboggling. I was he and he was me! The real me, next to me, loving me, eternally.
I had finally found it, the truth! My treasure, my fortune, my destiny! I was so happy!
Then he came closer and something very weird happened at that moment. I’m not sure how to describe it but, the outsider became an insider. As if his body was fluid or misty, he slithered inside of me, merging his chakras with mine and it was…
Pure, wholesome, energizing ecstasy!